I’m Spent

Oh God, I'm so afraid

Of things that I don't know

I used to be so sure

So strong, now I can't go

Into my secret place

Where all my hope has gone

I'm running out of faith

And courage I have none

Floating above the air

My worry rooting deep

Hopelessly paralyzed

By fear that follows me to sleep

Please, teach me how to walk

So blindly in the dark

My lesson is to surrender

Start trusting with my heart

Now I don't know

For how long

I get to live

This life of mine

But all I know

Is write in song

Hymn of my heart

And anthem of my mind

And hope that belief catches up to me when it's time

Used to be filled with doubt

For how could I believe?

A power I can't see

That's overwhelming me

But then I'd catch myself

How else do I explain?

When I'd be whispering a

Prayer with my pain

Now I don't know

For how long

I get to live

This life of mine

But all I know

Is write in song

Hymn of my heart

And anthem of my mind

And hope that belief catches up to me when it's time

Floating above the air

Worry rooting deep

Taking part of many heavier things I keep

Floating above the air

Worry rooting deep

Taking part of many heavier things I keep

Floating above the air

Worry rooting deep

Taking part of many heavier things I keep

Floating above the air

Worry rooting deep

Taking part of many heavier things I keep

Now I don't know

For how long

I get to live

This life of mine

But all I know

Is write in song

Hymn of my heart

And anthem of my mind

And I'll be just fine