Still Learning

I should be living the dream

But I'm living with a security team

And that ain't gonna change, no

I got a paranoia in me

And you wouldn't believe

Everything that I've seen, no

Coming apart at the seams

And no one around me knows

Who I am, what I'm on

Who I've hurt and where they've gone

I know that I've done some wrong

But I'm trying to make it right

Did the one I love do me wrong?

Give me up right now

I know that I love you but I'm still learning

To love myself (to love my, to love my, to love my)

I'm still learning to love myself (to love my, to love my, to love my)

I should be living the dream

But I go home and I got no self-esteem (nope)

You think I'm swimming in green, but

It's passed around my family tree

No man wants to really commit

Intimidated 'cause I get paid and shit

And I caught you reading my lips, but

No one around me knows

Who I am, what I'm on

Who I've hurt and where they've gone

I know that I've done some wrong

But I'm trying to make it right

The same mistakes on and on

To all my friends I'm sorry for

They know that I love you

But I'm still learning to love myself (to love my, to love my, to love my)

I'm still learning to love myself (to love my, to love my, to love my)

Oh, I try and I try

To be a man but sometimes

If I breathe it's alright

Some things don't change

I'm still learning to love myself (to love my, to love my, to love my)

Who I am, what I'm on

Who I've hurt and where they've gone

I know that I've done some wrong

But I'm trying to make it right

Did the one I love do me wrong?

Give me up right now

I'm still learning to love myself (to love my, to love my, to love my)

I'm still learning to love myself (to love my, to love my, to love my)

And I try and I try

To be a man but sometimes

If I breathe it's alright

Some things don't change

I'm still learning to love myself (to love myself, I'm tryin' to love myself)

I'm still learning to love myself