Memories (I Don't Have)

Sometimes I think about why you left

Was it my fault? Was it easy?

Sometimes I block it all, better yet

I disconnect from all feelings

All my life I thought that actions speak louder than words

But I started thinking how different I'd be if I hurt you, tell me

Don't deal in lies

Don't play with truth

Staying fine when the odds are stacked against you

Oh your advice of falling in love

I hear you telling me

Whatever happens, I have your back

But the memories I don't have

I told myself you took nothing away

But then all of your shame became weight on my shoulders

Convincing myself it would all be okay

Like having faith

Win a war without soldiers

All my life I thought that actions speak louder than words

But I started thinking how different I'd be if I hurt you, tell me

Don't deal in lies

Don't play with truth

Staying fine when the world's against you

Oh your advice of falling in love

Oh I hear you telling me

Whatever happens, oh I've got your back

But the memories I don't have

But the memories I don't have