Nineteen

Some days when I'm down just a little bit

I drop myself to the floor

It's not a problem if it hurts because

I can't feel ache anymore

I only came back home because I wanted to see what's changed

And when I realized everyone's gone but I still feel the same

I wasn't meant to be

This bored at nineteen

My friend lived next to me

Now she won't wanna see

Me look differently

Now that I'm nineteen

And now I wish that I could tell

All my ex jobs in retail

That I should've stayed at work

'Cause of the A Levels I failed

My cousin just told me that my favorite shop shut down

And my other one just told me that I've always got a frown

My, my mind's alone

Because I'm alone

My mind's alone

Because I'm alone

My mind's alone (lost the love, I've had enough)

Because I'm alone (the gore, the pain, I've had so much)

My mind's alone (I love to hate the way I shaped)

Because I'm alone (because I'm hurt and living rough)

I wasn't meant to be (lost the love, I've had enough)

(The gore, the pain, I've had so much)

(I love to hate the way I shaped)

(Because I'm hurt and living rough)

And now I'm nothing to you

My friend lived next to me (lost the love, I've had enough)

Now she won't wanna see (the gore, the pain, I've had so much)

Me look differently (I love to hate the way I shaped)

Now that I'm nineteen (because I'm hurt and living rough)